PULSE'S ARMY

Rippled by a string of high-profile polive busts, including the capture of the "Boss Of Bosses", Bernardo Provenzano, the once all powerful Italian-Sicilian Mafia is a dying criminal superpower. In it's place, a rival mob called "The Camorra", which translates as 'The System', is now flexing it's underworld muscles.
In Naples, masked troops were called in to clear up a city in the grip of corruption and knee-deep in the waste of a Camorra-Enforced rubbish collection strick. And Italy is just the Camorrista's first stop.
More business savvy & better organised than their Sicilian counterparts, they are hell-bent on global domination. "They're a huge, powerful & determined organisation" says author Roberto Saviano, who infiltrated the gang.
"The system have an international reach in many legitimate industries such as construction and high fashion, backed with booming business in drug trafficking & extortion."
In fact, the Camorra's business mix is estimated by the Italian Goverment to have secured them the lion's share of the jaw-dropping €150 Billion (£113 Billion), earned by organised crime every year.

Based in the southren Italian city of Naples, the Camorra have been quietly exerting their influence locally for decades. During the 1980's, the group were preoccupied with a bitter turf war that claimed the lives of 700 & threated to rip the city apart. Eventually they found an unstable peace.
The System went about their crooked practises, extorting millions from local businesses and goverment agencies (And, if reports are to be believed, corrupting Diego Maradona, who was allegedly linkedto the crime syndicates duri his time playing for Napoli).
The change came in 2004, as the Cosa Nostra began losing its grip on the country. Sensing their chance, it was then that the Camorra began their rise to prominence.
A bloody gang vendetta broke out & there were 140 shootings that year, forcing the Italian Goverment to send extra police to Naples.But the war raged on. At one stage in 2005, there was at least one killing every 48 hours.

"These are not the Mafia stereotypes from films", says Amato Lamberti, a Camorra expert from Naples University.
"The Camorra is like a state within the state. They have their own set of rules, code of conduct, intelligence & security forces, making it very hard for the police to intervene in this."
So it was no thanks to the police the spate of killings ended in 2005. It was because a new Camorra order had emerged from the fiery power struggle, who were committed to an aggressive plan of global expansion. In late 2005, Pietro Nocera, one of the group's chief financiers, was picked up in Las Palmas, Gran Canaria, where - Spanish police claimed - he was "Finding financial support".
Also, in 2005, Raffaele Amato, the suspected head of one of the gangs, was arrested in Barcelona.
However, the arrest of an alleged hitman in Preston, England, is most worrying. It seems to comfirm a Saviano allegation - that "The UK is now a major powr base for the Comorra".

"Aberdeen is the door to Great Britain," he explains. "Many young Italian men from Mondragone [A region of Italy with a strong Camorra connections] have made the journey and have built many reputable businesses. But the strength of Italian commerce lies in it never dismissing its criminal origins."
In Aberdeen, this system is called "Scratch". When the Italians moderate the intensity of their crooked pursuits according to how well legitimate ventures are going. If a resaurant business is quite & a tax bill needs to be paid, they'll ramp up their narcotics business.
The Sicilian Mafia refuse to let non-Italians rise to positions of power, but it seems a Brit is now in charge of a UK-Based Camorra clan.
"British participation in various levels of clan activity is indispensable & some Brits have become affiliates", Saviano reveals.
"I had heard talk of this manfor years & when I went to Aberdeen, I had to ask about him. I didn't get hostile stares or vague answers. It seemed as if they'd know about him forever. The English boss was the man who had made it...Become part of The System. Without ever seeing Italy, he had become a man of real power. A Camorrista..."

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3/8/2008

ABERDEEN'S CITY STATUS UNDER THREAT!

Aberdeen's status as Scotland's third city will be under threat unless there is a major increase in the number of homes built each year, a senior Aberdeen City Councillor Said.

Liberal Democrat deputy leader Neil Fletcher said about 300 affordable houses needed to be built each year untill 2030 or the city would be overtaken in population size by Dundee.
The comments came after city council leaders indicated that the first programme of family-sized council-home building in Aberdeen for more than 20 years could be announced on budget day next month.
The local authority's draft structure plan identifies the need for 35,000 new houses in the city by 2030.
My Fletcher told councillors at the policy and strategy committee meeting that between 200 and 300 affordable homes would have to be built each year untill then if the target was to be met.
"It would be terrible for Aberdeen to become Scotland fourth city! We need to do something serious about the level of housing in Aberdeen. Basically, this is the way we stop the decline in population, by building new homes."
Population estimates from 2006 show the Aberdeen City Council area was home to 206,880 people and 142,170 people lived in Dundee.
Falling population levels in Aberdeen are predicted to continue in coming years, and Mr Fletcher said 'IT WAS DOWN TO PEOPLE MOVING TO '''''ABERDEENSHIRE''''',' because of the city's accommodation shortage.
"Their's lots of factors but, 'THE MAIN FACTOR IS THE TRANSFER OF POPULATION FROM THE CITY TO ABERDEENSHIRE! It's not because of unemployment - It's a lack of affordable housing. People aren't leaving the North-East."
A total of 878 homes were built in the city in 2006, 809 of them privately, 62 by houseing associations and seven, that > '7' < by the council.
House prices in Aberdeen rose faster than any other city in Britain last year, according to one building society report.
The council wants to place a 25% affordable-homes quota on new housing developments but may br forced to accept a 10% quota temporarily on the recommendation of Scottish Goverment reporters.
The council's proposed family-home building programme depends on the goverments Firm Foundations consultation recommending an end to tenants right to buy new local authority homes.
Councillors agreed a response to the consultation at the meeting.
"We all want something to address the social housing needs that are obvious to us all.", Said SNP group deputy leader Jim Kiddie.
"It is not going to be solved overnight We've got to be vigilant."

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THE AULD ENEMY!

For years, tourist chiefs have tried to show the world their is more to Scotland than tartan and shortbread.
But despite the country's stunning scenery, rich history and buzzing cities, a new survey reveals our English neighbours still associate life north of the border with whisky, haggis and tossing the caber.
Research shows social stereotypes are thriving in today's culture, with one in three people in England refusing to head north because they belive the Scots to be prejudiced towards them, while half regard Scotland as a cold and miserable place.
The data also shows 81% of Scots harbour prejudiced views of their southerly neighbours, with half regarding English people as arrogant and snobbish and a third believing them to be unfriendly.
only 7% of Scots though a leading quality of the English was intelligence.
And when English people were asked what came to their mind first when they though of Scotland, 37% said whiskey, 26% said haggis and 24% said ginger men in kilts.

The other most common associations were tossing the caber and Mel Gibbson's Braveheart.
The survey was commissioned by the Travlelodge.

The extensive study of 2,000 UK adults found that 75% of Scots believe there is a "SIGNIFICANT CULTURAL DIVIDE" between Scotland and England.

One in five Glaswegians has never been to England while 50% of Aberdonians have never been more than three times.

THE G-SPOT!

The good news is that it actually exists. The bad news is that not every woman has one.

But, after nearly 60 years of searching, scientists said yesterday that they have definitively located the G-spot.

The fabled erogenous zone, which is thought to heighten pleasure during lovemaking, has been a source of heated debate ever since it was "identified" in 1950.

Despite plenty of anecdotal evidence in its favour from women, many doctors and scientists have insisted that it is a myth.

Italian researchers say, however, that ultrasound scans reveal anatomical differences between those who claim to have a G-spot and those who don't. The team, led by Emmanuele Jannini at the University of L'Aquila, found that tissue between the urethra and vagina was thickest in women who reported they had the erogenous zone.

The researchers also found tell-tale chemical markers in the area, New Scientist reports today. These markers include chemicals that process the nitric oxide responsible for male arousal.

Dr Jannini said this had allowed his team to develop a medical test to identify whether a woman has a G-spot.

"For the first time it is possible to determine by a simple, rapid and inexpensive method if a woman has a G-spot or not," said Dr Jannini.

Because the study was so small, he said his suspicion that a large proportion of women had no G-spot was only a guess.

An expert whose research team coined the term G-spot in 1981 disputed this estimate.

Beverley Whipple, of Rutger's University School of Nursing in New Jersey, said: "It's an intriguing study but it doesn't necessarily mean that women who don't experience orgasm don't have any tissue there."

Her studies have shown that all women describe some sensitivity in the area of the G-spot. It is also possible that women who experience more intense sexual pleasure have learned through practice, thereby altering their anatomy.

Studies of twins back the idea that women who say they have a G-spot are physiologically different.

In 2005, Dr Tim Spector, of St Thomas' Hospital in London, found that female arousal depended partly on genetic inheritance. "This [the Italian] study raises the possibility that local genital differences rather than purely genetic differences in brain responses or personality may be important," he said.

Dr Elisabeth Lloyd, from Indiana University and author of The Case of the Female Orgasm, said: "If Jannini's correlation does hold true, it would help explain the fact that most women do not reliably have orgasm with intercourse."

The G-spot was named after Ernst Grafenberg, a German gynaecologist who proposed its existence in 1950. The landmark Hite Report on Female Sexuality in 1976 suggested that the clitoris is largely responsible for orgasms in most women.

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CATRINA ANN ROBB

A blind man who had his guide dog stolen spoke last night of the "sheer panic" that followed the theft of his beloved companion.

Steven Fettes, from Aberdeen, said he was left feeling numb after his black labrador Silvie was taken from a friend's house.

The woman responsible, Catrina Robb, 19, was put on probation for a year at the city's sheriff court.

Robb, who the court heard may have a personality disorder, had convinced herself that Silvie was her own stolen pet, even calling the guide dog her dog's name during a police interview and insisting it was hers.

After the dog was stolen from a flat in the city's Froghall Avenue, Mr Fettes, 32, spent eight hours not knowing where his five-year-old pet was, relying on friends to guide him.

Mr Fettes, who is partially sighted in his right eye and can see only shadows through his left, has had Silvie for nearly four years. He has experienced problems with his eyes since 1991 and relies on the dog to navigate obstacles on busy streets.

The kitchen porter, who stays in the city's Woodside area, said last night he was shocked when he discovered Silvie was taken.

"I was going on a night out with my fiancee and left Silvie with one of my friends," he said.

The court heard that Robb, whose address was given in court papers at 55 Dee Street, Aberdeen, sat down with Mr Fettes's friends in a pub, despite not knowing them.

At the end of the evening, she went back to the Froghall Avenue flat with some of the group, and later made off with the dog.

"She even took Silvie's guide dog tag off and used a normal lead belonging to my friend," said Mr Fettes.

"It was sheer panic when I found out what happened and I just felt numb. I phoned the police and was hopeful they would find her."

Luckily for Mr Fettes, who is engaged to Val Watt, 42, Silvie was traced the day of the theft having been found safe and well and taken to a cat and dog home. The pair were soon reunited. Mr Fettes said: "I can't believe someone would do something like this.

"Although I'm partially sighted I really do rely heavily on Silvie. Sometimes I use a white cane or friends help me but Silvie is a really important part of my life."

Robb, who the court was told was drinking heavily last year, previously admitted stealing Silvie on October 7.

She was on two bail orders at the time.

She also admitted five other offences - assaulting and injuring a neighbour, assaulting a care worker and beating her with a shoe, breaking the peace at her grandmother's Westburn Road home, failing to appear at court, and possessing cannabis.

Her solicitor, Les Green, said Robb, who is living with a friend at Printfield Terrace, Aberdeen, has accommodation problems.

She has several rabbits, but is struggling to find a home for herself where she can keep them.

Mr Green added: "At the heart of this young woman is a caring individual but she sometimes finds that difficult to display when her anger is up."

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2/15/2008

I'VE FOUND THE GATEWAY TO MY LIFE!

I am just keeping this short and sweet!

I just want to tell the world that I love a very sexy and cute girl called 'Hannah Louise Gibson'.
I love her with all my heart and we started going out on the 11/10/2007!

I love you Baby-Girl! XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX

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3/8/2007

WWW.LUGBOOKS.CO.UK

WWW.LUGBOOKS.CO.UK

Whats on this site you ask, well, click & you'll find out!
It's run by my dad so what else can I say......!
Payed me £425 for this so what can you do! LOL

11/22/2006

S.Y.C....IN THE MIX, HERE TWA THOOSAND AN SIX, GLASGOW STYLE!

Let me explain.

In England {mainly}, their is a type of person called 'Chav'. Their are many other names & different types of people living in England but am here to talk about this 'Chav'.
I want to get this stright...Well, the music part anyway.

The music that these chav's listen to {mostly} is a type of dance music. This type of dance music is called 'Happy Hardcore' and everyone is England call it chav music. Even people in Wales & Northren Ireland call it chav music but Northren Ireland do & don't call it that because......(I'll explain later....)
My point is that 40-50% of the Happy Hardcore they listen to is made by youths at the other end of a p.c or D.J kit & around 70-80% of the 'home-made' music is made in 'SCOTLAND'.
And as we should all know, chav's don't exist in Scotland. You get 'Bams, Casuals & Neds'. These are the main three. Their's more like goths but fuck them. Bams, Casuals & Neds is a Scottish thing. Un-like goths & that shite.
Anyway....back to the point.
Listen to these tunes. Pretty much most of them have people speaking/singing in them & pretty much everyone is Scottish singing about their youth gang or slaging off other youth gangs or about someone or even girlfriends & Scotland!
So, if it's Scottish, started in Scotland & song by Scottish.....why is it called 'Chav music'?
I've heard 'English youth' styles of homemade happy hardcore & even in their versions their trying to make it sound like a Scottish youth made it. Apart from you can tell as they sometimes just make up words & have 'INIT' in the song to & the word 'init' is an English slang word which is not spoken in Scotland. The English youth propley does'nt even know what 'Whit', 'Canna' or even 'Polis' means.
Another thing is that they even sometimes say their from Scotland (Seems like the have'nt seen the film 'Braveheart' LOL), mosty Glasgow but when you ask them where in Glasgow their from, it's either......No responce......They've suddenly go off-line or they might have the balls to replie & they'll say the 'Thurso' area of Glasgow!
Oh yeah, am sure Glasgow is 300miles long. Thurso is right at the top of the Scottish mainland as Glasgow is in central-west Scotland. Or they might know someone in Aberdeen & think that the Scottish cities share the same district names as each other so don't let it be a shock if some chav says they live in the 'Tillydrone' area of Glasgow.

To end this point, all am saying is....Why do you call it 'chav music'!!!!!!? It's Scottish so it's 'NED MUSIC'. The Scottish ned has been around for years & years as the English chav is fairly new.

To my fellow Scots.....Drop the chav word......& use 'NED'.

S.Y.C = SCOTTISH YOUTH CULTURE

9/28/2006

HATE OR LOVE THEM, GATSO 911

Did you know that Gatso speed cameras, well most of them are placed at a location were their has been a crash in-which three people have died in the last three years? No, either did I till I heard it on T.V.
Their is still arguments that say that the speed cameras are their to make money but as I've just said, their at them locations because of a death so pretty much every Gatso, and it has to be a 'GATSO' speed camera is marking a death or deaths of people who have died in a vehicle crash or by someone crossing the road and being hit by a vehicle.
But then again I reckon that their are still a few that have been placed purely to tax/fine speeding motorist but that’s even fine with me because you shouldn’t be speeding in the first place.

"Fools Speed"

Their's something I want to say that has nothing to do with speed cameras but has got something to do with 9/11. I reckon that they hit The United States of America on this day due to the day. If you take away the forward slash in 9/11 you get the numbers: 9 11 = 911.
And as we all know the numbers 911 in America is a phone number for the emergency services.
You dial 9-1-1 if their something serious happing I.E An emergency which the certainly brought to America on that day.
One, if not the biggest emergency in America of all time.

As for England it's emergency number is 9-9-9 which follows in Northern Ireland, Scotland and Wales to but the bombings in London, just like the bombings in America, it has a name. The name is '7/7', but I don't know what it means or if it's just random or if the bombers like the sound of 9/11 & wanted something sort & something easy to remember like 7/7.

By the way, (DIFFERENT TOPIC YET AGAIN)

Please come to the march for an independent Scotland on the 30/09/2006 to help voice your right to have a country of your own or people who are not Scottish that may wish to come (And their are non-Scottish people going to support for an independent Scotland), go to the march & vote for the S.N.P.

9/27/2006

EK WAVEFRONT IN ALBA!

Alright folks!

This is my first blog being eighteen years old as my birthday was on the 25th August 2006!

About three weeks ago my face got fresh air for the first time in years!!!! & I mean years! Any pictures of me are now old as I have a new look! I've had Las'EK' wavefront eye surgery which means I no longer require glasses!
For the first time in years I am no longer wearing glasses. It cost me £2400 (Two-thousand, four-hundred pound Stirling).
The surgery was quite sore. As I walked into the place 'Optical Express' in Aberdeen's Union Street, were is glasses all over the place for sale so I kinda though the room that I would have my surgery in would kinda be the same......How wrong was I!?!
As I walked up the stairs to the first floor I noticed that they have a dental room so for anyone that has no dentist under N.H.S Scotland then try this place!
Anyway, the next room along from that was the eye surgery room. Before I went in I got heaps of different eye drops to make my eyes numb & watery.
So, as I walked into the room I felt like I was two miles up the road at A.R.I (Aberdeen Royal Infirmary) as the room was sooooo different. It really felt like...'Oh shit, what have I got myself into'...haha...you know what I mean but as a Scotsman, I took what was coming! HAHA! (Am a cocky bastard eh! LOL)
So as I lay down on this chair they lowered it down so it put me in a laying down possion. Then they moved this big laser gun in front of me (About the size of a Mini Cooper or half a Mitsubishi Colt) & I though this bloody thing is away to blast my head off LOL!
Anyway, they told me to look into the laser & I seen a orange light blinking in the gun & then they stuck these metal clamps in my eyes which was really bloody sore. These clamps are like the ' Jaws of life'. If you don't know what they are well their what the Scottish Fire fighters use to widen vehicles or cut vehicles to get to the person inside so these clamps prevented me from closing my eyes.
So after they did this they got a mini metal hope to pure water in my eyes which made my vision really blurry & then they turned the lights off in the room. They continued to pure water in my right eye for 5 - 10 seconds & then they removed the hose & started cutting my eye open! REMEMBER, am awake though the hole thing!
I felt like a Ned was slicing my eye lightly & with no effort. It's kinda like if you hold the very end of a knife & just wave it about though custard. It's like no effort & with smoothness. At this point I could still see (But my left eye was coved up) so I seen the knife slicing & dicing my eye open & then with tweezers or something like that they moved the cut part of my eye to a different location of the eye. As soon as they started moving it I went blind but when they moved it to the new location I still could'ent see until the laser started on my eye. (So I believe the colour blind people see is black, but they might just not know it).
So in the background I hear a man saying 10 seconds, 20 seconds up until 40 - 50 seconds. AT the 20 seconds mark my vision came back in my right eye. It was completely blurry but I seen that the orange light had turned to blue & had put a laser grid on my eye (Kinda like a robot eh), that was made up of one-hundred & eighty squares & each little square was being fixed in a split second. As the blue laser was fixing my eye it's burning bits at the back & front of my eye & I swear I smelt the burning of flesh but I trusted the team of around seven people who were fixing my eyes.
When the man said 40 seconds the laser stop & went back to the orange colour & the staff had a look at my eye & said it had been a success & then covered my left eye & did it the same as my right apart from the man went up to 50 seconds on my left rather then 40 seconds as with my right eye.
As soon as my left eye was complete that was it. The lights went on & it was blurry but from being blind in both eyes to being able to see again made me thank god. As I said it was very blurry but even like that I noticed that I could see better than before.
I got lots of eye drops that I have to take over a course of 13 weeks but as I left my eyes were really sore to the light so the way I walked my which is up one of the busiest streets in Aberdeen, Union Street, I bet you everyone looking at me would have said "Look at Pulse, the fucking drunk"! HAHA...Bastards, if only they known what I'd just been though!
Anyway, it's nearly three weeks later & everyday my eyes are getting better. Around a week later you really start to see the difference & am told after a month it gets better still & after a year, even better!
Some people are able to have it done again in the future if their eyes start to worsen in the future but even if I had the best contact lenses or glasses in the world the laser treatment is 20 times more clearer than anything else, plus the wavefront laser is the latest type of eye surgery out their.
I really can't believe that this is my eye sight. Not even my glasses are this good. I look though my old pair of glasses now & it's like looking though a waterfall, it's that un-clear & I can't believe that I used to really on them to see. Every time it's raining outside am reaching for my glasses on my face....that aren’t their only more & everybody is looking at me wondering what my reaching for. Hey, all I can say is that it take some getting use to! HAHA!
It really feels like am re-born. It's really UN-BELIVABLE!
If anyone is thinking of it but worried or scared....well, am just one of the twenty million people in the world who have had it done and nothing has gone wrong & if your asking about 'what about the future, will the vision fail' well people have being getting not wavefront but eye surgery since the 1980's & their still fine today in 2006.
If you have any questions just leave a comment or add me to M.S.N at: PULSE_88@hotmail.co.uk

Now, the reason I have 'Alba' in the title is because of the new Scotland top. For the first time ever, 'Alba' is on the Scotland football top & I reckon that the Scottish rugby team should follow suit. The word 'Alba' is Gaelic for 'Scotland' so hopefully the Orkney & Shetland islands feel a more part of Scotland. These islands are part of Scotland & speak full English but theirs a lot of Gaelic speakers their too. I think their only about 20,000 people left in Scotland that know how to speak it which means their more people in Canada that know how to speak Gaelic but saying that Gaelic is cool & everything but English is the language of the world or also known as 'The Business Language'. I just think it would be stupid if are main language turned to Gaelic. Plus, English is a easy language to learn. Also, a lot of people say Gaelic should not should ABC...& so forth & that the English made Gaelic speakers use the ABC.
As you go round Scotland you'll see that we all speak English.....But in our Scottish lingo type of way like this:

(English: What was that you idiot?)
(Scottish: {Fit or Whit} the fucking hell wiz that ye amandan?)

HAHA, you know you love it.

(P.S ^^Back to the eye surgery stuff, I got it done to join Grampian Police as my vision was crap!)

Oh, & one more thing!

VOTE FOR A FREE SCOTLAND! VOTE FOR AN INDEPENDENT SCOTLAND! VOTE FOR YOU! VOTE S.N.P.

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6/14/2006

TRUE OIL WEALTH HIDDEN TO STOP INDEPENDENCE

A secret Whitehall dossier 30 years ago warned of the powerful case for Independence with booming oil revenues, but the information was kept confidential to keep nationalism at bay.

The 1974 Scottish Office report written by Professor Gavin McCrone was classified as secret but was obtained by the SNP under Freedom of Information.

It shows the British Government was aware of the huge wealth of North Sea Oil; of the political implications; and that Scottish independence was not only theoretically possible but economically desirable:

"Thus for the first time since the Act Of union was passed, it can now be credibly argued that Scotland's economic advantage lies in its repeal"

SNP Shadow Justice Minister, Mr Kenny MacAskill MSP said:

"We have been lied to for a generation. 30 years of lies, both Labour and Tory governments have conspired to deny Scotland our rightful wealth. They knew how wealthy Scotland is and how wealthy our people could be, but they lied to us.

"Rather than expanding our economy, investing in our industry and creating a better society for our people, our wealth bankrolled Thatcher's invidious ideology, and propped up New Labour's Cool Britannia and illegal wars.

"Some countries discovered oil and made the desert bloom. We discovered oil and created, in too many places, an industrial desert.

"Thirty wasted years, there can be no more delay. It was Scotland's oil then, and it's Scotland's oil now. A generation has been failed, now it is up to this generation to use the oil wealth as it should have been a generation before."

Shadow Enterprise Minister, Mr Jim Mather MSP said:

"The Scottish Office not only looked a gift horse in the mouth but tried to prove that a godsend was a curse. Since oil was discovered they have talked it down, telling us it would soon run out.

"Now it's time for us to talk about what we will do with our assets.

"With oil at only $45 a barrel there is still at least a trillion pounds worth of oil left in the North Sea, at $62 a barrel there's 1.5 trillion pounds worth of oil. That's Scotland's oil.

"It's time we took control of our own assets and turned the corner for Scotland, changing us from a branch economy into a fully functioning, fully integrated global player. It's time for an independent Scotland. "

5/8/2006

THE PULSEINATOR

Bloody hell......I love Scotland.
Scotland is were I live and soon to work......Hopefuly with Grampian Police but Scotland means everything to me. One big main part about Scotland were you've never get anywhere else in the world is.....The Scottish People! Thats right, the people of Scotland are just so.....Scottish! Up here you get Neds, Bams & Casuals.....I love them all!
I know their's afew bastards here but bet half of them are English...LOL.

When am in Scotland....I honestly feel like getting out the car or the bus or the train...Whatever am on and kiss the ground a million times.
The part of Scotland I live in is Aberdeen and their are some a**rholes here to but I feel like everything falls in it's place! (Apart from goths & c**ts like that LOL).
I know a vast amount of people which are in diffrent 'groups'.....Should I call it. From really hard nasty bastards......To people that belive their here to do gods work, If you know what I mean.
All these people that I know.....They all help me.......Sometimes they don't even know it. Just the things they do & what I miss about them as their character.
It's just nice to know that you always have a home if things f**k up really badly.

I've always felt loney with a cold hard heart but with a inner-core of love that could only go to someone that I love. I think their's losers who need a good kick or stab in the face and neck......So if your a lier........Slap yourselp really f**king hard and stop speaking shite! Tell the truth...ALWAYS!
If you think that you can't because you'll get into huge trouble....Well just think how WRONG & STUPID you are for lieing in the first place fool! If you do start speaking the truth and you get into trouble....Just remember in future NEVER EVER lie and if it's got something to do with cheating or seeing two people or some crap like that then just get it out. Just be strong and pray he or she goes "Hay, I don't mind. I love you.".......All I can say is.......Pulse: " You lucky bastared! LOL, Get stuck in with them both! LOL"

Anyway, I just feel soooo alone and destoryed and I feel like a machine with no heart & I won't....I'll refuse to let pain get the upper hand. But also as I've said before.....All my life I've felt like a machine...No love, No care......No nothing. Just me, protecting myself and others and sorting other peoples problems. I just hope everyone in the world is happy. Not me though.....I hate being happy and then getting COMPLETLY let down. Am use to the idea of being a machine...."The Pulseinator". I have done most of my life.
To try and somethings up so you good people don't get board....I just want you's to be happy in your lives. Tell the truth....Right from the start. It really is the best way to go.
Just please don't end up like a machine like me...& if you do...Please please try...Really try and help yourself. Pull yourself out of the darkness.
As they say.....'Some ones got to do it'....As in jobs & such.....Well I will accept the worlds pains...I'll take it all......& I'll disapper and even die.....If it only makes the world a better place.

Take care and good luck in your lives.......Remember........ALWAYS THINK AHEAD AND ABOUT OTHER PEOPLE'S FEELINGS!!

9/30/2005

R*** = (R)(A)(P)(E)

R***.......Just the word makes you think. R*** I think it is one of the worst things ever to come out of this world. Most r*** cases are women and as I am male I feel so sorry for them. I wish that their was nobody on this earth able to commit such a horrible crime. It's not just against human law, It's against human rights.
I've heard.....(And to me), Are very stupid women and men that think that r*** is not such a bad thing or they would like to be r***d and even in a case.....Would like to r***.
How bad is that.......Can you believe it or do you agree to what these people say? For myself I really can't believe it.
Think of being a girl who is a virgin and she is a virgin because she and her boyfriend plan to wait till the perfect moment and as she makes her way home, looking forward to seeing her boy friend later on that night and can think of just cuddling into him as they sleep nice and warmly in bed together......But then.....She's pushed to the ground.....Not really knowing what is going on as this male is forcing her to keep still and quite. Saying that if she scream's that he will kill her so she doesn’t as in fear for her life so the male forces her cloths off her and abuses her. He then runs away.

Take a minute to think about it........Please........Then read on if you wish.

Women and men of every age, race or religious background are r***d. No matter where you were, what you were doing, what you were wearing, what you were saying, if you were drunk or under the influence of drugs, you did not deserve this. The responsibility always lies with the attacker, not you.

If you have been attacked recently you may be in shock. This can mean that you are feeling numb, unemotional, be in total disbelief, be crying, shaking, laughing or physically being sick. You may feel to blame and responsible for what has happened. You may be having nightmares or experiencing difficulties sleeping. You may be “reliving” the events (flashbacks), these can be triggered by a sound, situation or smell and can be very frightening. You may have lost confidence, trust in yourself and others. You may be feeling worthless or have feelings of self-hatred. You may be finding it difficult to cope with day-to-day life. You may be feeling angry, irritable and be short-tempered with those close to you. You may feel dirty and ashamed about what has happened. You may be depressed, upset and tearful a lot of the time. You may feel suicidal. You may be afraid e.g. of people, places, being on your own & you may be experiencing relationship or sexual difficulties.

R*** is wrong. The reason I write this is because I get really happy when I see a r**ist getting put to jail but also sad at the same time as the victim will always be affected. I also write this as the highest r*** rates in the United Kingdom are in England. R*** happens in Scotland to which is really bad and all the Scottish Police forces are their to help. Please, If any r*** or abuse has happened to you are if you can see a person in distress, Call the Police. In this case it's o.k. to call 999.
As I said, The highest r*** case's in the United Kingdom are in England and if that wasn’t bad enough, London and Manchester which Includes Bolton is the worst.
Not only that but Bolton has one of the worst response times for an ambulance to arrive. This is official information from 'Bolton Hospitals NHS trusts'.

Everyone......Watch out. You can never be to careful.

8/5/2005

PSYCHO PULSE

People just know how to get me wound up! Some people really don't know that their doing it but then you have others that know fine well that their doing. Just to inform you that I know but because I can be wound up real easy that you'll always get your way! Well, with that anyway.
I do tend to be the person that say ifs its not my way then its the highway. The reason for this is just because of how I've brought myself up. I expect everything to be perfect and if anyone has a problem with that I'll speak to them about it and how knows. I could change my way of thinking on a certain topic that you think my way is the wrong way. I’d say that most of my ways for things for near perfect for the community. Other things such as very close personal issues from very close personal people.

Even these people can drop behind my standard and yes....This gets me wound up also.

The thing is that they think its 'THEIR' way or the highway well I've never giving in or never will give in to things, that to me are of such high importance.

Anyway plea

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